Posted on June 25, 2008 by trailerparkbarbie
I’m spittin’ mad. This is bullshit….
The Supreme Court struck down a law that allows the execution of people convicted of a raping a child.
In a 5-4 vote, the court said the Louisiana law allowing the death penalty to be imposed in such cases violates the Constitution’s ban on cruel and unusual [...]
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Posted on February 23, 2008 by trailerparkbarbie
Just a quick post to lighten the mood. Then, we can get back to serious self examination and exposing our “uglies”.
d….who the f*** is THE GUY who keeps ending up here with his rather, shall we say “strange as a snake with big tits” search terms?
does a car crash effect bi-polar
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rights of bipolar people
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red sexy [...]
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Posted on January 23, 2008 by trailerparkbarbie
“Last week I probably slept an average of two hours a night,” he said. “I couldn’t stop thinking. My body was exhausted, and my mind was still going.” One night he took an Ambien, which failed to work. He took a second one and fell into a stupor, only to wake up an hour later, [...]
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Posted on November 16, 2007 by d
I want to read that book.
After years of mistakenly thinking I had right sided migraines, sinus problems and tooth pain, they all hit at once last spring (that’s putting it mildly) I found out I have trigeminal neuralgia. It hurts. I have also come to understand that my neurologist is either stupid [...]
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Posted on September 16, 2007 by trailerparkbarbie
UM
I’m sitting here listing all the reasons that I don’t like hate myself. The list is getting fairly long.
First, I listed all the reasons that I should like myself. Came up with nothing. Well, one……I can be slightly amusing at times. Maybe, two…..I do care about other people.
Is this a pity post? Dunno…..hope not. Would [...]
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Posted on August 30, 2007 by trailerparkbarbie
By UM
Fix Me Jesus
Oh yes, fix me, Jesus, fix me.
Fix me so that I can walk on
a little while longer.
Fix me so that I can pray on
just a little bit harder.
Fix me so that I can sing on
just a little bit louder.
Fix me so that I can go on despite the pain,
the fear, the doubt, [...]
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Posted on August 11, 2007 by trailerparkbarbie
D’s last post was about lousy doctors. Well……today, I open up my newspaper and WTF do I see? Why, it’s a great big article on the opthalmologist who did the surgeries in both of my eyes. It seems that dear Dr. David A has had his license suspended. Now, ain’t that just friggin’ dandy? Dr. A [...]
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Posted on June 3, 2007 by d
And I’m caught right in the middle - torn between my loyalty to the boss and my desire to piss with the lights on
Or something like that, is what my personal hero, Randal Graves said in Clerks.
I guess that is a poor choice of words; but I like saying it.
I have not [...]
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Posted on June 2, 2007 by trailerparkbarbie
I wanted to come here and write something funny, witty, or uplifting. I’ve just got to always be the clown…..the funny one. It’s how I’ve dealt with bad things all my life. Crack a joke, make fun of myself. Make ‘em smile. But, I just can’t do that tonight.
This has been a bittersweet weekend. I [...]
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Posted on April 10, 2007 by trailerparkbarbie
That’s the word that comes to mind when I try to find a word to best describe how I’m feeling lately. Like broken glass.
A glass is sitting on a kitchen counter. The glass is a sturdy container. It holds whatever liquid that you want to put in it. Some days, it may hold a drink [...]
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