Posted on July 7, 2008 by trailerparkbarbie
by UM/TPB
I’ll make this first part quick. Kinda like Cliff notes only BP Chick notes. Same thing. Except Cliff notes are about books that we were suppose to read in school. Much of the time, we needed those Cliff notes to pass our English class. BP Chick notes are much the same but use language [...]
Filed under: Anorexia Nervosa, Eating Disorders, Family, I can't believe how much we fucking rule today..tomorro, I feel like breaking shit, I'm pissed off today, bipolar disorder, depression, doctors, drug abuse, failure, freak magnet, guilt, humor, isolation, lies, life, life problems, love and laughter, medication, medication side effects, memories, mental health, opinion, personal, pharmaceuticals, psychiatric medications, psychology, rant, secrets, self-esteem, seroquel | Tagged: depression, death, measuring emotions, losing a child, unable to cope with life, love affair with stranger, wrong number romance, happy happy pills, not of this earth | 13 Comments »
Posted on May 1, 2008 by Cat
*taking poetic license with the words to this song….. changing the sex of the singer….*
Superman…. (in part)
I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me
I’m more than a bird…i’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me
Wish that I could [...]
Filed under: Anorexia Nervosa, Bulimia, Eating Disorders, Health, Recovery, River Oaks Hospital, adult anorexia, anorexia, anorexia recovery, depression, humor, life problems, love and laughter, mental health, personal, poetry, psychology, rant, self-esteem | Tagged: adult anorexia, Anorexia Nervosa, anorexia recovery, Bulimia, death, eating disorder, friends, hurt, laughter, life, love, pain, teeth | 27 Comments »
Posted on April 18, 2008 by d
Two weeks ago I was at my neurologist’s office for my check-up. (I’ll leave out my trigeminal neuralgia rant on this guy for now) In the epilepsy department…he does okay.
He talks a lot. He likes to visit. He’s actually a nice guy. I have more of a problem with his office (it’s way [...]
Filed under: bipolar disorder, discrimination, doctors, health care, injustice, isolation, lies, medication, medication side effects, mental health, mental health rights, personal, psychiatric medications, psychology, self-esteem, stigma | Tagged: temporal lobe epilepsy | 2 Comments »
Posted on March 18, 2008 by Cat
by the feline…..
The 14th of this month was my birthday… just last Friday… Know who forgot my birthday? My mother. ROFLMAO! She’s now officially forgotten most everyone in the family’s birthday. I believe the memory of every single person on this earth has been affected by the hormone’s in the chickens [...]
Filed under: Birthday, Eating Disorders, Family, I can't believe how much we fucking rule today..tomorro, Recovery, anorexia, bipolar disorder, blogging, childhood memory, creativity, entertainment, failure, friends, guilt, humor, life, life problems, love and laughter, memories, mother, personal, rant, self-esteem | 8 Comments »
Posted on February 26, 2008 by trailerparkbarbie
by UM
I’ve been soul searching, or maybe searching for my soul. I’ve been thinking a lot lately about who I am now. There have been periods in my life that I did know who I was. Who I cared for. What mattered to me. How much control I had over just about everything in my [...]
Filed under: Bulimia, Eating Disorders, Recovery, anorexia, bipolar disorder, creativity, depression, failure, friends, guilt, insomnia, isolation, life, life problems, love and laughter, mental health, personal, rant, self-esteem | Tagged: Bipolar thoughts, Bulimia, anorexia, self-esteem, isolation | 17 Comments »
Posted on February 14, 2008 by trailerparkbarbie
The television is on. The washing machine is running. I’m on the computer. Just an ordinary evening except…..
I’m waiting. Waiting for the telephone to ring. Even though I expect it, I’m sure that the sound will startle me and I’ll jump.
When the call comes it will be to let me know that she’s dead. [...]
Filed under: Family, abuse, drug abuse, failure, injustice, life, mother, personal, rant, self-esteem | Tagged: brain injury, children, parents, relationships | 18 Comments »
Posted on December 30, 2007 by trailerparkbarbie
Hey, guys. I’m copying this from my other blog because I know how much WN enjoys reading about my embarrassing moments. …..UM
Like millions of American women people, I have become image conscious by the massive onslaught of TV and magazine ads pushing us to look sexier, more youthful and exciting. There are creams, oils, potions, [...]
Filed under: freak magnet, humor, life, personal, self-esteem | Tagged: embarrassment, humiliating moments, stupid stunts | 6 Comments »
Posted on November 6, 2007 by trailerparkbarbie
My intention was to post about using bipolar as an excuse by so many people in order to have their bad behavior forgiven. I’ll do that later because now…….
Hey Chicks…..check this out. I’ve found us a theme song! Can any of y’all sing BTW? If not, just chant it loud and proud!
I Am Woman Bipolar
-Words and Music [...]
Filed under: bipolar disorder, discrimination, humor, mental health, personal, self-esteem | Tagged: bipolar excuse, bipolar theme song, manic depression | 3 Comments »
Posted on September 16, 2007 by trailerparkbarbie
UM
I’m sitting here listing all the reasons that I don’t like hate myself. The list is getting fairly long.
First, I listed all the reasons that I should like myself. Came up with nothing. Well, one……I can be slightly amusing at times. Maybe, two…..I do care about other people.
Is this a pity post? Dunno…..hope not. Would [...]
Filed under: blogging, childhood memory, depression, failure, friends, guilt, inherited bipolar, insomnia, isolation, lies, life, memories, personal, self-esteem, suicide | 12 Comments »
Posted on September 4, 2007 by trailerparkbarbie
BACK TO SCHOOL BOOBIES? by UM
I don’t know about you all but this is what I got for back to school
Wednesday, June 6th, 2007
Emily Halevy | CWK Producer
– Win Pound, M.D., plastic surgeon
<!–a href=”#” mce_href=”#” target=”_blank”></a–>“I felt I was skinny and pale and I just didn’t want to be that way,” says 19-year-old [...]
Filed under: Family, life, life problems, media, mental health, news, rant, self-esteem, stigma | 2 Comments »
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