Spit In A Cup????

Spit in a cup and find out if you are bipolar. What a load of bullshit!
Home bipolar disorder test causes stirs

My Brain Is Exploding….

This is how I’ ve been feeling for a while now. Rapid thoughts and too damn many of them. With everything that has been invented, WTF has someone invented and On/Off knob that could be inserted in our brain?

Had a great (but short) manic episode the other nite. Just could not sleep at all. Stayed [...]

The Cat Test….. Which One Are YOU?

The Cat Test (feline9)
To identify emotionally disturbed individuals accurately, Algozzine, Foster, & Kaufman (1979) developed the CAT TEST. This simple, yet novel test is easily administered by professionals, parents, and aides. It involves three simple steps:
1) place testee in empty room facing far wall;
2) place cat in center of room, close and [...]

Where Are The Good Anorexics?

…looking past myself
into the lines on my face
I see all the years I’ve
spent wondering what
true freedom to “experience” life
would feel like
If only…
I would have….
could have….
let myself go for once.
felt the freedom of life on my tongue.
felt true
satisfying
fullness in my belly
instead of guilt
and remorse
and this overwhelming hate of
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LIES that my mirror tells me.
Meet me, Cat. I [...]

BP = B and E

I was thinking about Feline’s comment on my breaking and entering experience. It’s true and here’s what happened.
Not long after meeting some of these girls at the other place, I went out of town for a few days. I didn’t take my laptop with me. And, my family was with me. I had began to [...]

Lift thee Up…. (wtf?!?!)

I was singing along with Amy Lee from Evanescence today… when a girlfriend of my daughters said… what does it mean? I said… she’s depressed… she’s asking god to “Lift Thee Up, dont’ want to lock me up inside….” , etc… etc…,
she said… oh… cause the NAME of the song is “Lithium”, I [...]

24 Hours In Disturbia and Why The Hell is That 8 Foot Cow Staring at Me?

Uneasy day. Started out with my cracked-addicted stepdaughter calling for money again. Her father turned her money request last night down. I’m trying by best to make him understand that he is not helping her by giving her money. He is being an enabler and that’s all. She came into my life when she was [...]

The Awful Sound of Silence….

Sometimes, I scream and no sound comes out.
I’m afraid that one day, a noise so loud that it will shatter my head will replace it.
It’s my secret……………………so far.

BP Sideshow II..Or, Takin’ Names and Kickin’ Asses

Trying to keep it real here. I posted the “Shattered” aka “The Day In The Life of Real Bipolar Chick a day or so ago. Honest feelings…..no “brain double” used. Actors and actresses portraying bipolar people in movies get to use body doubles. Why can’t I have a “brain double”? Somebody who can step [...]

Shattered

That’s the word that comes to mind when I try to find a word to best describe how I’m feeling lately. Like broken glass.
A glass is sitting on a kitchen counter. The glass is a sturdy container. It holds whatever liquid that you want to put in it. Some days, it may hold a drink [...]