Posted on July 18, 2008 by trailerparkbarbie
Beginning To The End Of My Niceness
An update to an update on my journey of trying to be a good person. That’s what this post is about.
Wanna know where my phone is at the moment? Buried under a mound of pillows to stiffle the ring. Wanna know why? Because, I was nice to a [...]
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Posted on July 17, 2008 by trailerparkbarbie
This is another update to the SIL Post.
Y’all made me do some self-assessment thinking with your comments and encouragement to help crack-head, dillusional, grief stricken SIL. I let myself be swayed by the image in my head of birds singing, butterflies landing on my shoulders, rainbows in a clear blue sky, and the voice of [...]
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Posted on July 17, 2008 by d
“I’m not really looking. Men just fall in your lap, you stub your toe on them. It just happens. I’m looking for someone who can make me laugh, who I think is cute and that still wants to go and do stupid things.” Source
I was wondering why we were getting all the Cher “hits” here [...]
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Posted on July 15, 2008 by d
Has your work been ripped off?
This is me today —->
Since when is my blog’s name New Hampshire Public Radio , you assholes?!
Girls, since when is our name, Health Living | Medicine & Health Questions and Answers?
*By the way-it’s called a comma, learn to use one.* ^^ (the program is not so smart, is [...]
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Posted on July 12, 2008 by trailerparkbarbie
I’m truly sick of this nonsense! Chicks, it’s giving all of us a bad, bad rap. What am I talking about? The bipolar (which I from now on will call “buypolar” defense.
How many of us with bipolar disorder live day after day without managing to get our names in the news? Yes, there are times [...]
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Posted on July 11, 2008 by Cat
I wish I was a spider
weaving a web of delight
weaving it in the daytime
weaving into the night
I’d weave a web so intricate
I’d spell your name in my silk
You’d be so impressed with my penmanship
you’d melt with my caliber of ilk
So spin your yarn as I spin too
my web of delight as I go
you never knew [...]
Filed under: Obsessive Compulsive, bipolar disorder, depression, drug abuse, entertainment, friends, humor, insomnia, life, life problems, love and laughter, mania, medication, medication side effects, mental health, mood chart, personal, pharmaceuticals, psychology, rant, yay us | Tagged: bitch, crack, crack whore, LSD, maryjane, MJ, spiders | 1 Comment »
Posted on July 7, 2008 by trailerparkbarbie
by UM/TPB
I’ll make this first part quick. Kinda like Cliff notes only BP Chick notes. Same thing. Except Cliff notes are about books that we were suppose to read in school. Much of the time, we needed those Cliff notes to pass our English class. BP Chick notes are much the same but use language [...]
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Posted on July 1, 2008 by d
Physicians blamed the delayed care on shrinking budgets that have prompted many hospitals to either consolidate mental health services or shut them down completely.
Well that will get attention. Psych patient left to die. This hellhole is more than likely one of many.
I’m taking that horrific point and running with it…..I wonder what “physicians’” excuses are [...]
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Posted on June 25, 2008 by trailerparkbarbie
I’m spittin’ mad. This is bullshit….
The Supreme Court struck down a law that allows the execution of people convicted of a raping a child.
In a 5-4 vote, the court said the Louisiana law allowing the death penalty to be imposed in such cases violates the Constitution’s ban on cruel and unusual [...]
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Posted on May 26, 2008 by d
because, as AC would say (and I’ve claimed this as my own) “I’ve got no filter today.”
Well, too late.
This is long; and I’ve got points within points….*that or I’m just really tired*
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