This post has been stolen…..from…

Has your work been ripped off?
This is me today —-> 
Since when is my blog’s name New Hampshire Public Radio , you assholes?!
Girls, since when is our name, Health Living | Medicine & Health Questions and Answers?
*By the way-it’s called a comma, learn to use one.*  ^^  (the program is not so smart, is [...]

See ya there…doc

Physicians blamed the delayed care on shrinking budgets that have prompted many hospitals to either consolidate mental health services or shut them down completely.

Well that will get attention. Psych patient left to die. This hellhole is more than likely one of many.
I’m taking that horrific point and running with it…..I wonder what “physicians’” excuses are [...]

…don’t get me started

because, as AC would say (and I’ve claimed this as my own) “I’ve got no filter today.”
Well, too late.
This is long; and I’ve got points within points….*that or I’m just really tired*

Sorry About That

Two weeks ago I was at my neurologist’s office for my check-up. (I’ll leave out my trigeminal neuralgia rant on this guy for now) In the epilepsy department…he does okay.
He talks a lot. He likes to visit. He’s actually a nice guy. I have more of a problem with his office (it’s way [...]

I lost it…. unmedicated.

by Cat
ok, so the day before yesterday…. the day before that, and yesterday… I was unmedicated…. what repercussions did I have?
well… where do I start… some of them funny… some not so funny….
I found myself yelling at my Navigational System in my new car yesterday…. that would have been funny, if it were not for [...]

Where Are The Good Anorexics?

…looking past myself
into the lines on my face
I see all the years I’ve
spent wondering what
true freedom to “experience” life
would feel like
If only…
I would have….
could have….
let myself go for once.
felt the freedom of life on my tongue.
felt true
satisfying
fullness in my belly
instead of guilt
and remorse
and this overwhelming hate of
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LIES that my mirror tells me.
Meet me, Cat. I [...]

I Don’t Wanna Go

Pdoc appt. today. Actually, it’s with the green-behind-the-ears PA. She’s a sweet kid. I think she’s in over her head. The pdoc has practically turned over most of his patients to her. He’s busy high-profiling elsewhere. I’ve said this before but will repeat it. He looks like an Indian Mo…..of 3 Stooges. He has put [...]

La La La….Connect the Dots

Today has been a pretty stress filled day. I’m use to dealing with people with extreme emotional changes. It’s part of my life coming from a family with deep bipolar roots. Peoplespeaking extremely rapidly or maybe, not speaking at all is just something that I deal with just like laundry, shopping, etc. Part of life. [...]

Inherited “Crazy”?????

This is being reposted from another blog that I use to write in. I’ll tell you why that title at the end.

I went to the post office this morning to mail out bills. I saw a woman there standing at the lobby counter. She was making out postal orders for bills. Accompanying her was a [...]

Everyday Hero

So it’s Holy Thursday. I’ve lost track of how many days/nights of zilch sleep it’s been; so I’m sitting here, reading…trying to, I dunno…fill up my mind, so it will shut off and go to sleep I guess.
Holy Thursday. Jesus washed his disciples’ feet.
He’s not the only one.