Posted on July 18, 2008 by trailerparkbarbie
Beginning To The End Of My Niceness
An update to an update on my journey of trying to be a good person. That’s what this post is about.
Wanna know where my phone is at the moment? Buried under a mound of pillows to stiffle the ring. Wanna know why? Because, I was nice to a [...]
Filed under: Family, Hoarding, I feel like breaking shit, I'm pissed off today, bipolar disorder, depression, freak magnet, guilt, humor, lies, life, life problems, medication, memories, mental health, my life sucks, personal, psychology, rant, secrets | Tagged: Nascar, no more nice, in-laws, police, cherub, caller ID, totally insane person, hiding out | 4 Comments »
Posted on July 17, 2008 by trailerparkbarbie
This is another update to the SIL Post.
Y’all made me do some self-assessment thinking with your comments and encouragement to help crack-head, dillusional, grief stricken SIL. I let myself be swayed by the image in my head of birds singing, butterflies landing on my shoulders, rainbows in a clear blue sky, and the voice of [...]
Filed under: Family, I feel like breaking shit, I'm pissed off today, Obsessive Compulsive, bipolar disorder, blogging, depression, doctors, drug abuse, freak magnet, friends, guilt, humor, life, life problems, medication, medication side effects, memories, mental health, my life sucks, opinion, personal, pharmaceuticals, psychiatric medications, psychology, rant, secrets | Tagged: being nice sucks, personal crisis coach, new best friend, intruding on my privacy, crazy sister in law, not cut out for being good, my life sucks | 4 Comments »
Posted on July 7, 2008 by trailerparkbarbie
by UM/TPB
I’ll make this first part quick. Kinda like Cliff notes only BP Chick notes. Same thing. Except Cliff notes are about books that we were suppose to read in school. Much of the time, we needed those Cliff notes to pass our English class. BP Chick notes are much the same but use language [...]
Filed under: Anorexia Nervosa, Eating Disorders, Family, I can't believe how much we fucking rule today..tomorro, I feel like breaking shit, I'm pissed off today, bipolar disorder, depression, doctors, drug abuse, failure, freak magnet, guilt, humor, isolation, lies, life, life problems, love and laughter, medication, medication side effects, memories, mental health, opinion, personal, pharmaceuticals, psychiatric medications, psychology, rant, secrets, self-esteem, seroquel | Tagged: depression, death, measuring emotions, losing a child, unable to cope with life, love affair with stranger, wrong number romance, happy happy pills, not of this earth | 13 Comments »
Posted on June 25, 2008 by trailerparkbarbie
I’m spittin’ mad. This is bullshit….
The Supreme Court struck down a law that allows the execution of people convicted of a raping a child.
In a 5-4 vote, the court said the Louisiana law allowing the death penalty to be imposed in such cases violates the Constitution’s ban on cruel and unusual [...]
Filed under: I feel like breaking shit, I'm pissed off today, abuse, childhood memory, discrimination, failure, injustice, memories, news, nightmares, opinion, personal, rant, sexual abuse, suicide | Tagged: supreme court ruling 8th amendment, baby rape, child rape, capital punishment, pedophiles, child molesters, where is justice, a living death, Davidito, Children of God, scumbags | 6 Comments »
Posted on April 4, 2008 by d
Yeah I know…this is early; but I’ll be running the rest of the day and tomorrow is shot already; oh well, whatever, nevermind
I remember where I was, and I remember being sick and damn tired of listening to stuff from my freshman year in high school; because ever since then everything had sucked…big time. The [...]
Filed under: memories | Tagged: Kurt Cobain, nirvana | 9 Comments »
Posted on March 18, 2008 by Cat
by the feline…..
The 14th of this month was my birthday… just last Friday… Know who forgot my birthday? My mother. ROFLMAO! She’s now officially forgotten most everyone in the family’s birthday. I believe the memory of every single person on this earth has been affected by the hormone’s in the chickens [...]
Filed under: Birthday, Eating Disorders, Family, I can't believe how much we fucking rule today..tomorro, Recovery, anorexia, bipolar disorder, blogging, childhood memory, creativity, entertainment, failure, friends, guilt, humor, life, life problems, love and laughter, memories, mother, personal, rant, self-esteem | 8 Comments »
Posted on December 5, 2007 by Cat
(feline9….I didn’t write it, but I wish I had)
*Twas the month before Christmas*
*When all through our land,*
*Not a Christian was praying*
*Nor taking a stand.*
*See the PC Police had taken away,*
*The reason for Christmas - no one could say.*
*The children were told by their schools not to sing,*
*About Shepherds and Wise Men and Angels and [...]
Filed under: Family, Holidays, childhood memory, creativity, depression, dreams, failure, friends, guilt, humor, injustice, life, life problems, love and laughter, memories, mental health | 13 Comments »
Posted on November 11, 2007 by Cat
by feline9 (who hasn’t forsaken UM)
I swear, one reason I never watch television is because when I see a commercial, or anything that’s choreographed, or beautiful in nature… I re-do it… I put in my own art, my own choreography, my own music, photography, fashion, colors, lights, people, everything! I have RE-done so many sets, [...]
Filed under: bipolar disorder, creativity, depression, failure, inherited bipolar, isolation, life, life problems, love and laughter, mania, memories, mental health, personal | Tagged: manic depression, mood swings | 5 Comments »
Posted on September 26, 2007 by trailerparkbarbie
Posted on September 16, 2007 by trailerparkbarbie
UM
I’m sitting here listing all the reasons that I don’t like hate myself. The list is getting fairly long.
First, I listed all the reasons that I should like myself. Came up with nothing. Well, one……I can be slightly amusing at times. Maybe, two…..I do care about other people.
Is this a pity post? Dunno…..hope not. Would [...]
Filed under: blogging, childhood memory, depression, failure, friends, guilt, inherited bipolar, insomnia, isolation, lies, life, memories, personal, self-esteem, suicide | 12 Comments »
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