Rampage

My heart is breaking guys.
I hate to hear of anyone becoming acutely ill.
I’m just hoping for the best. That he gets the care he needs and comes out of this as Quinton; and not some damn medicated zombie or someone forever lost.
He seems like such a good guy.
Dana White, on “a little” about Rampage’s mental [...]

Nice? F*ck Nice! I’m Sick of The Drama

Beginning To The End Of My Niceness
An update to an update on my journey of trying to be a good person. That’s what this post is about.
Wanna know where my phone is at the moment? Buried under a mound of pillows to stiffle the ring. Wanna know why? Because, I was nice to a [...]

Being Nice Is Screwing Up My Life!

This is another update to the SIL Post.
Y’all made me do some self-assessment thinking with your comments and encouragement to help crack-head, dillusional, grief stricken SIL.  I let myself be swayed by the image in my head of birds singing, butterflies landing on my shoulders, rainbows in a clear blue sky, and the voice of [...]

What A Wicked Web We Weave….

I wish I was a spider
weaving a web of delight
weaving it in the daytime
weaving into the night
I’d weave a web so intricate
I’d spell your name in my silk
You’d be so impressed with my penmanship
you’d melt with my caliber of ilk
So spin your yarn as I spin too
my web of delight as I go
you never knew [...]

I Don’t Know How She Feels….Update

by UM/TPB

I’ll make this first part quick. Kinda like Cliff notes only BP Chick notes. Same thing. Except Cliff notes are about books that we were suppose to read in school. Much of the time, we needed those Cliff notes to pass our English class.  BP Chick notes are much the same but use language [...]

An M…. R…. I…. Don’t Know Know if This is a Good Idea….

Tomorrow I’m having an MRI… with AND without contrast. I have to admit, the “with contrast” makes me a little nervous… It’s on my brain. I’ve been having, what could only be called “seizures”…. Simple partial seizures. Just a little deja vu to start off with… I always know they’re coming… I don’t [...]

“It’s not easy to be, me…..”

*taking poetic license with the words to this song….. changing the sex of the singer….*
Superman…. (in part)
I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me
I’m more than a bird…i’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me
Wish that I could [...]

Someone Kill Me Please

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It is 4am, I’m “importing” our blog….uncool. Now I seem to look as if I am the author of all of our posts. The author names did not transfer over… (evidently the program cannot do that, now I am the fucking program)…and that is just for the ones that are importing, key word “are” [...]

Learn From My Mistake…..

 
or, in other words, “DO AS I SAY NOT WHAT I DO!”
I’ve been feeling really lousy physically for about 10 days now. Steadily worse and worse. Since, I was pulling my well known stunt of deciding to quit some meds, I attributed a lot of the illness to withdrawal.
Well, my head and throat started filling [...]

My Own Little Rehab…

by UM/aka trailerparkbarbie
 
Awwww….what a tangled web we weave when first we practice to deceive.
Ain’t it the damn truth!
I’m in hell. I’m in agony.  And, I’m alone in it.
A little history……around 25 years ago, I was diagnosed (again) as bipolar. This was after an unwilling and unwanted admission to a psych ward. And, yep, I was [...]