Posted on July 19, 2008 by d
My heart is breaking guys.
I hate to hear of anyone becoming acutely ill.
I’m just hoping for the best. That he gets the care he needs and comes out of this as Quinton; and not some damn medicated zombie or someone forever lost.
He seems like such a good guy.
Dana White, on “a little” about Rampage’s mental [...]
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Posted on July 11, 2008 by Cat
I wish I was a spider
weaving a web of delight
weaving it in the daytime
weaving into the night
I’d weave a web so intricate
I’d spell your name in my silk
You’d be so impressed with my penmanship
you’d melt with my caliber of ilk
So spin your yarn as I spin too
my web of delight as I go
you never knew [...]
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Posted on July 2, 2008 by trailerparkbarbie
“A national (U.S.) TV network news program is conducting background research for a possible story on “orthorexia.” Orthorexia is the colloquial term for an obsession with eating only healthy foods. It is motivated by a desire to feel healthy, natural, and “pure” — as opposed to anorexia, which is motivated by a desire to lose [...]
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Posted on June 22, 2008 by trailerparkbarbie
THE 10 COMMANDMENTS OF BIPOLAR DISORDER
1.Thou shalt not blame everything on chemical imbalance.
2.Thou shalt avoid high places and sharp objects when on either extreme of the
mood spectrum.
3.Thou shalt not covet thy neighbor’s shiny trinkets.
4.Thou [...]
Filed under: Health, I can't believe how much we fucking rule today..tomorro, I feel like breaking shit, I'm pissed off today, bipolar disorder, depression, doctors, health care, humor, inherited bipolar, insomnia, life, mania, medical research, medication, medication side effects, mental health, my life sucks, news, personal, pharmaceuticals, psychiatric medications, psychology, yay us | Tagged: drugs, Bipolar-humor, bipolar research, psych docs, drug companies, bipolar jokes | 3 Comments »
Posted on April 26, 2008 by d
This_isn’t_going_well
It is 4am, I’m “importing” our blog….uncool. Now I seem to look as if I am the author of all of our posts. The author names did not transfer over… (evidently the program cannot do that, now I am the fucking program)…and that is just for the ones that are importing, key word “are” [...]
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Posted on March 24, 2008 by trailerparkbarbie
Spit in a cup and find out if you are bipolar. What a load of bullshit!
Home bipolar disorder test causes stirs
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Posted on February 26, 2008 by trailerparkbarbie
by UM
I’ve been soul searching, or maybe searching for my soul. I’ve been thinking a lot lately about who I am now. There have been periods in my life that I did know who I was. Who I cared for. What mattered to me. How much control I had over just about everything in my [...]
Filed under: Bulimia, Eating Disorders, Recovery, anorexia, bipolar disorder, creativity, depression, failure, friends, guilt, insomnia, isolation, life, life problems, love and laughter, mental health, personal, rant, self-esteem | Tagged: Bipolar thoughts, Bulimia, anorexia, self-esteem, isolation | 17 Comments »
Posted on January 29, 2008 by trailerparkbarbie
An internet search for bipolar supplies turned up this……
“The full-wave doubler is also a bipolar supply, where ground is taken at the junction of the capacitors”
and this….
“[1] Bipolar Supply Module Kit), $105.00 USD.”
and a bunch of other goobilygook crap that I didn’t understand.
I want to post about bipolar supplies that we need. You know……the must [...]
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Posted on January 23, 2008 by trailerparkbarbie
“Last week I probably slept an average of two hours a night,” he said. “I couldn’t stop thinking. My body was exhausted, and my mind was still going.” One night he took an Ambien, which failed to work. He took a second one and fell into a stupor, only to wake up an hour later, [...]
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Posted on January 8, 2008 by trailerparkbarbie
Well…..look at this. This ugly, horrid thing is going to be hanging in my house. TG it’s in husband’s office.
I swear, my house is starting to resemble a Bad Dreams Museum! But, you know what they say, “If life hands you lemons, make lemonade.” I will be dressing this ugly boar head up for [...]
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