Posted on July 18, 2008 by trailerparkbarbie
Beginning To The End Of My Niceness
An update to an update on my journey of trying to be a good person. That’s what this post is about.
Wanna know where my phone is at the moment? Buried under a mound of pillows to stiffle the ring. Wanna know why? Because, I was nice to a [...]
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Posted on July 17, 2008 by trailerparkbarbie
This is another update to the SIL Post.
Y’all made me do some self-assessment thinking with your comments and encouragement to help crack-head, dillusional, grief stricken SIL. I let myself be swayed by the image in my head of birds singing, butterflies landing on my shoulders, rainbows in a clear blue sky, and the voice of [...]
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Posted on July 14, 2008 by trailerparkbarbie
OK, Chicks…..I’ve got a brand new bipolar term for you.
First, let us review the last one…..”buypolar”: a legal defense of rich people with high powered attorneys
Get ready….
“bipolar distorter”…..In my local paper yesterday, there was an article on Jesco White. Jesco lives about 1 hour away from me. He is known as the Dancing Outlaw and [...]
Filed under: I can't believe how much we fucking rule today..tomorro, bipolar disorder, creativity, depression, entertainment, health care, humor, life, medication, mental health, news, personal, psychology, yay us | Tagged: buypolar, bipolar distorter, bipolar disorder terms, Jesco White, The Dancing Outlaw, bipolar dictionary | 2 Comments »
Posted on July 11, 2008 by Cat
I wish I was a spider
weaving a web of delight
weaving it in the daytime
weaving into the night
I’d weave a web so intricate
I’d spell your name in my silk
You’d be so impressed with my penmanship
you’d melt with my caliber of ilk
So spin your yarn as I spin too
my web of delight as I go
you never knew [...]
Filed under: Obsessive Compulsive, bipolar disorder, depression, drug abuse, entertainment, friends, humor, insomnia, life, life problems, love and laughter, mania, medication, medication side effects, mental health, mood chart, personal, pharmaceuticals, psychology, rant, yay us | Tagged: bitch, crack, crack whore, LSD, maryjane, MJ, spiders | 1 Comment »
Posted on July 7, 2008 by trailerparkbarbie
by UM/TPB
I’ll make this first part quick. Kinda like Cliff notes only BP Chick notes. Same thing. Except Cliff notes are about books that we were suppose to read in school. Much of the time, we needed those Cliff notes to pass our English class. BP Chick notes are much the same but use language [...]
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Posted on June 22, 2008 by trailerparkbarbie
THE 10 COMMANDMENTS OF BIPOLAR DISORDER
1.Thou shalt not blame everything on chemical imbalance.
2.Thou shalt avoid high places and sharp objects when on either extreme of the
mood spectrum.
3.Thou shalt not covet thy neighbor’s shiny trinkets.
4.Thou [...]
Filed under: Health, I can't believe how much we fucking rule today..tomorro, I feel like breaking shit, I'm pissed off today, bipolar disorder, depression, doctors, health care, humor, inherited bipolar, insomnia, life, mania, medical research, medication, medication side effects, mental health, my life sucks, news, personal, pharmaceuticals, psychiatric medications, psychology, yay us | Tagged: drugs, Bipolar-humor, bipolar research, psych docs, drug companies, bipolar jokes | 3 Comments »
Posted on May 1, 2008 by Cat
*taking poetic license with the words to this song….. changing the sex of the singer….*
Superman…. (in part)
I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me
I’m more than a bird…i’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me
Wish that I could [...]
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Posted on April 22, 2008 by trailerparkbarbie
or, in other words, “DO AS I SAY NOT WHAT I DO!”
I’ve been feeling really lousy physically for about 10 days now. Steadily worse and worse. Since, I was pulling my well known stunt of deciding to quit some meds, I attributed a lot of the illness to withdrawal.
Well, my head and throat started filling [...]
Filed under: bipolar disorder, humor, life, life problems, love and laughter, personal, rant | Tagged: drug withdrawl, cold turkey, steroids, neddy pot, bronchitis, sinus infection, bad medical choices, homeopathic remedy | 11 Comments »
Posted on March 24, 2008 by trailerparkbarbie
Spit in a cup and find out if you are bipolar. What a load of bullshit!
Home bipolar disorder test causes stirs
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Posted on March 18, 2008 by Cat
by the feline…..
The 14th of this month was my birthday… just last Friday… Know who forgot my birthday? My mother. ROFLMAO! She’s now officially forgotten most everyone in the family’s birthday. I believe the memory of every single person on this earth has been affected by the hormone’s in the chickens [...]
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