Posted on July 21, 2008 by d
C, the feline here-recently informed me she purchased Bipolar for Dummies. We had some quality phone time and some needed laughs that afternoon as she read excerpts from it. She plans on reviewing it here…possibly in a series…soon. *ahem* here kitty kitty…. *waves …arm*
Well, now they have an on-line advertisement blog.
You can read about [...]
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Posted on July 9, 2008 by trailerparkbarbie
When Depression Owns the Heart
A depression so deep it finds a way into the Soul,
and travels through every pore of your Heart.
A depression so large it encompasses every bit
of your Reality,
and leaves Reality a cloudy memory.
A depression so dense it compresses every will
you once had,
and bows you down to accept it as it’s own.
A [...]
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Posted on July 9, 2008 by d
she wanted to be thin,
so she melted clear away
but it doesn’t seem so clear
today
it doesn’t seem so clear
today…
Taken from :
“Carries On”
It’s not easy to be, me…”
©Cat Ginn ‘08
(Can be found in BPChicks Blog-May 200 
Late June:
“I wonder if she would change this? -Just for me, privately, if I asked.
It doesn’t quite fit me…well, nothing in my [...]
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Posted on July 7, 2008 by trailerparkbarbie
by UM/TPB
I’ll make this first part quick. Kinda like Cliff notes only BP Chick notes. Same thing. Except Cliff notes are about books that we were suppose to read in school. Much of the time, we needed those Cliff notes to pass our English class. BP Chick notes are much the same but use language [...]
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Posted on June 25, 2008 by trailerparkbarbie
I’m spittin’ mad. This is bullshit….
The Supreme Court struck down a law that allows the execution of people convicted of a raping a child.
In a 5-4 vote, the court said the Louisiana law allowing the death penalty to be imposed in such cases violates the Constitution’s ban on cruel and unusual [...]
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Posted on May 17, 2008 by trailerparkbarbie
Numb to real thoughts or emotions. I’m OK with writing silly stuff that doesn’t matter at all in the long run. But, the part of my mind, soul, heart, etc. that means anything is gone/hiding/killed/abducted or something.
And…..”deep breath”……I have kept this to myself because it is the nature of my beast. I had an [...]
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Posted on May 10, 2008 by d
I miss my oldest son right now…if he were here, (hadn’t moved away..abandoned me, and not at work to top things off….dammit), we’d probably quote this…at the same time.
Back with the starter husband, all I had to do was pick up a power tool and turn it on; he’d come running. That’s [...]
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Posted on April 28, 2008 by d
We’re kind of here…..but we’re kind of not.
Go figure.
We’re not re-directing.
My sacrificial dummy test (my own) blog I did one way is doing as expected….it’s not.
This one….WTF?
Well…okay then.
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Posted on April 26, 2008 by d
This_isn’t_going_well
It is 4am, I’m “importing” our blog….uncool. Now I seem to look as if I am the author of all of our posts. The author names did not transfer over… (evidently the program cannot do that, now I am the fucking program)…and that is just for the ones that are importing, key word “are” [...]
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Posted on March 18, 2008 by Cat
by the feline…..
The 14th of this month was my birthday… just last Friday… Know who forgot my birthday? My mother. ROFLMAO! She’s now officially forgotten most everyone in the family’s birthday. I believe the memory of every single person on this earth has been affected by the hormone’s in the chickens [...]
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