Rampage

My heart is breaking guys.
I hate to hear of anyone becoming acutely ill.
I’m just hoping for the best. That he gets the care he needs and comes out of this as Quinton; and not some damn medicated zombie or someone forever lost.
He seems like such a good guy.
Dana White, on “a little” about Rampage’s mental [...]

Nice? F*ck Nice! I’m Sick of The Drama

Beginning To The End Of My Niceness
An update to an update on my journey of trying to be a good person. That’s what this post is about.
Wanna know where my phone is at the moment? Buried under a mound of pillows to stiffle the ring. Wanna know why? Because, I was nice to a [...]

Being Nice Is Screwing Up My Life!

This is another update to the SIL Post.
Y’all made me do some self-assessment thinking with your comments and encouragement to help crack-head, dillusional, grief stricken SIL.  I let myself be swayed by the image in my head of birds singing, butterflies landing on my shoulders, rainbows in a clear blue sky, and the voice of [...]

New Bipolar Terms…..

OK, Chicks…..I’ve got a brand new bipolar term for you.
First, let us review the last one…..”buypolar”: a legal defense of rich people with high powered attorneys
Get ready….
“bipolar distorter”…..In my local paper yesterday, there was an article on Jesco White. Jesco lives about 1 hour away from me. He is known as the Dancing Outlaw and [...]

What A Wicked Web We Weave….

I wish I was a spider
weaving a web of delight
weaving it in the daytime
weaving into the night
I’d weave a web so intricate
I’d spell your name in my silk
You’d be so impressed with my penmanship
you’d melt with my caliber of ilk
So spin your yarn as I spin too
my web of delight as I go
you never knew [...]

Depression Is…

 

    

    When Depression Owns the Heart
A depression so deep it finds a way into the Soul,
and travels through every pore of your Heart.
A depression so large it encompasses every bit
of your Reality,
and leaves Reality a cloudy memory.
A depression so dense it compresses every will
you once had,
and bows you down to accept it as it’s own.
A [...]

I Don’t Know How She Feels….Update

by UM/TPB

I’ll make this first part quick. Kinda like Cliff notes only BP Chick notes. Same thing. Except Cliff notes are about books that we were suppose to read in school. Much of the time, we needed those Cliff notes to pass our English class.  BP Chick notes are much the same but use language [...]

Orthorexia?????

“A national (U.S.) TV network news program is conducting background research for a possible story on “orthorexia.” Orthorexia is the colloquial term for an obsession with eating only healthy foods. It is motivated by a desire to feel healthy, natural, and “pure” — as opposed to anorexia, which is motivated by a desire to lose [...]

Told Ya So, Told Ya So….

THE 10 COMMANDMENTS OF BIPOLAR DISORDER
1.Thou shalt not blame everything on chemical imbalance.
2.Thou shalt avoid high places and sharp objects when on either extreme of the
mood spectrum.
3.Thou shalt not covet thy neighbor’s shiny trinkets.
4.Thou [...]

An M…. R…. I…. Don’t Know Know if This is a Good Idea….

Tomorrow I’m having an MRI… with AND without contrast. I have to admit, the “with contrast” makes me a little nervous… It’s on my brain. I’ve been having, what could only be called “seizures”…. Simple partial seizures. Just a little deja vu to start off with… I always know they’re coming… I don’t [...]