Tryin to crawl out from under the rock
Posted on April 29, 2008 by badkitty99
Hey…
I miss y’all. Too much. I love that no one gives me carp for not showing up around here for too long. Thank you. I couldnt live without you guys. Life’s been weird lately… I usually count on springtime to pull me out of the depressive shithole, and this year it’s taking longer than usual. Toss me some ropes so i can come out and enjoy the summer. I need to start my springtime trips to the tanning salon. (dont cancer lecture me…its the only thing that makes me feel good in March and April). I need a new pedicure. I really need to spend a whole day here and catch up on everything. Can we all go to Aruba next week? Pack the shovel. I need a fucking vacation.
Oh… and BTW… it’s
FUGAWI.
As in “Where da FUGAWI?”
:p
UM
C/feline9
AC/badkitty
d
FUGAWI-well there I have it. much easier than how I was guessin.
I was thinkin’/trying’ to make it one word. :doh:
I gave you shit in the bio section girrrl.
I’ll change this back so it shows the bangin author. I hate this layout…was trlying to back this up….and it said”Error in stylesheet” so that is why I changed it for a bit (to back it up with an error-free style sheet)<—-I guess that was the way to try it.
I need my toes worked on too. I need a tan. I need the beach; and I hate the beach. You KNOW I’m depressed. I say we plan a ro-ad trip. effen-a. I hate it here right now in a major way. Life sucks. I get up everyday and wonder why. Honestly, what’s the point, ya know? Nothin to look forward to RN..dammit. Guess that’s life. It sucks.
I miss you. :heartsya:
**edit** yep..I”m gonna give ya shit…you came in here & didn’t fill in your spot @ the bottom of the bio section. You better…or I’m gonna! I’m gonna *date map, cream pie and all….who wears a purple cape?* :shifty:
(hey, made you smile, didn’t I?)
I’m up for going to Aruba! Someone else will have to pay my way though ‘cuz I’m broke LOL
Where dafuawi?
Teach me more, Oh Mistress of Mob Language
It’s been nuttyweirdcrazyhectic here.
I’ve been off one drug for almost a month
I’ve been off one drug for 2 weeks
I’ve got bronchitis still. Have another doc appt on Fri. I think I’ve chucked up chunks of Chuck and Buck
My nephew lives in the path of the Va. tornado. It missed his house and hit the ones beside him.
Hubby maybe has kidney stones again.
I’ve had to go out ’bout everyday for something out of the ordinary. Either out or plastered to the sofa.
Sorry, D….I didn’t know that you were gonna call.
And, hadn’t check messages in over 2 weeks until today. I actually thought my answering machine was broke. It’s blinky light is not working.
Things will improve. They have to for all of us. We can’t all sink on the Titanic. I wanna be Rose.
I’m looking forward to feeling better, physically and mentally. I’m worth shit right now to anybody. Don’t ask for advice. I’ll give you bad ideas. Don’t ask me to be dependable right now. I can’t. Don’t ask me to see a pdoc. Pdocs are killing me.
Seeing a medical doc Friday.
I do love you guys. But, please don’t ask me to prove it right now. I can’t. I’m at a record low. I can write on my other blog because it’s external, non-personal, silly crap. Here is where I am suppose to write wise, meaningful, sage words of wisdom. ANd the only ones that come to mind right now are……POP OFF! I don’t mean you guys need to PO. I mean that is what is playing, rewinding, replaying, etc in my brain lately.
But, I suppose POP OFF is better than FUCK OFF. Maybe. Maybe not.
Cross my heart
Hope to die
Stick a needle
In my eye (it might distract me from other things)
TMI….my husband is really worried about this bronchitis. I told him to not worry, he could find another wife after I’m gone. He said, “I wouldn’t know how to go on without you.”
HUH? WTF? Stop it. Don’t say that shit. we’ve disliked each other too long for you to start saying sentimental, heartfelt, heavy shit like that. Now what?
Makin no sense to no body no way at no time…..that’s my specialty.
Ta
hugs and kisses to all
my k is broken . Have to hit it hard. My g is broken sometimes.
How can I write “fugawi” really fast without my g working?
blow the crumbs out from beneath the letters.…that is how.
“Here is where I am suppose to write wise, meaningful, sage words of wisdom”
are you kiddin me? Look @ the carp I’ve been writin lately.
Concerning the mighty boar hunter…more steroids (Medrol dosepak) & another round of antibiotics or sumpin (leeches to the chest wall)<–just kiddin-you’ll probably be feelin’ better; and he’ll be back to his bitchy self….so take advantage of his weak moment
PS. ask your doc for a Flutter-a plastic thing you breathe into, and when you exhale, it kinda gives “little puffs” of air back, feels gentle but is great for breakin up shit in your chest….
I have one! Want it? *wonders how to sterilize a plastic thing*
also, the asshat (aka doc) should have you rent a neb & rx ya some xopenex and after that (make sure it is not the inhaler kind, if you’re shut down, the inhaler will do ya no good and most people don’t do em right anyway) then have him rx you a Serevent diskus , (you can’t mess up doin them) do it AFTER the tx of Xopenex. Or maybe ….cause Serevent is so damn expensive and he may not have samples…ask for a steroid(Pulmicort) you can throw in with with the xopenex.
Not that I know about opening airways or anything
If you had ins. they would have admitted you…they fuckin’ should have anyway dammit!!!
More rest and fluids…and less mall goin and runnin around. or I’m sendin WNile there to kick your ass.
Always glad to have a resp therapist in house.
My number keypad sticks. Dont know why either. Could it have anything to do with the Mountain Dew stuck under the keys?
(((um)))
IF i wanted dependable, I’d take a fresh Tampax out of the box. No need to be wise, witty, or even coherent. Just know we all love you - no matter what shape we’re in. Isn’t that what it’s all about?
Or is it “that’s what Christmas is all about Charlie Brown” ?
Love you girl - lung clams and all.
Off to watch American Idol eliminations. And see if dumb bunny Paula makes an ass outta herself again tonight.
ttfn…..
spoiler…..Brooke is bye-bye
atta girl!
…..lung clams….. :p
“I wouldn’t know how to go on without you” ***snicker*** you don’t have to like each other to love/hate each other.
(((((((AC)))))))
I’ve missed you *flings self into AC’s arms!* wakes up in stupor… looks around…. shouts, “Where da FUGAWI?”
ohhhh, NOW I remember! It’s all coming back to me now…..
that’s a song by…. somebody…. *looks perplexed*
It’s about time you came back… wait, I wasn’t gonna ream you about that, was I? ok, if you’ll make ONE more trip to the f…arm this week, I’ll leave you be *inserts “method to my madness” emoticon here*
and UM? WN is right (wait… did I say that out loud?), you don’t have to like them to love/hate them…. heartbreaking, isn’t it?
a broken k? ok no!
*sobs uncontrollably into hands*
(peeks out…. is d ok?)
my SSSSSSSS key letter is worn off because im too freaking ssssssoulful.
is this the aruba post?
sage wisdom? what ?
“L”
“M”
“N”
“K”
and part of the “C”
are worn off on mine.
I cannot believe the
“F” &
“U”
are still are readable.
Yeah, this is the Aruba thread.
Wait till I tell you the fund raising idea for
that.
i know we can *sell our extra seroquel samples* for funds. those cute little pink pretty pills from hell should pay for something!
and strangely my F and H are just fine, being that i say fucking hell so much you’d think they’d be the first to go.
Ya know Stephany, for all the street value search terms we get…you’d think they’d come back and tell us when they find the $$ amt.
Maybe we use those keys so much that we’ve worn the oil or sumpin off our fingers, so that the keys are immune. Super F U and FH
That made no sense.
maybe we ought to try and sell and find out for our own blogging research purposes. LOL
my god what’;s that photo by my name LOL
Holy crap in a pita…I thought you had your own avatar!
:cryin:
Read all about it. avatars for the avatar-less
Right now it is set at Wavatar-perhaps I should go for Monster? Let’s see what happens!
LOL i had one it was of trees (boring) i don’t know the blue beat up thing is kinda how i feel anyway!
I bought a used pc on craigslist a few years back, not something I think I’ll do again. Of course I had to SCRUB the be-jeezuz out of it before I’d lay my hands on the keys cuz it was slightly disgusting, and no-shite you wouldn’t believe the meal parts that dripped out of the keyboard when I turned it on it’s head….about a 1/2 lb of various snacks\leftovers, and…yes…a peice of an effing tooth. a tooth!!! (I did not pay extra for that, though)
THAT is the hardest I’ve laughed all day.
omg tooth carnage.
…on another note…seems to be a lot of people lookin for money butt powder lately.